I haven't blogged in ages. I would profusely apologise, but then i don't really care HAHAHlolim kidding i care. and I'm sorry.Gosh where to start, I've begun the daunting task of venturing into the abyss that is uni. Starting university has honestly cleared the clutter out of my life, its like jumping off a cliff expecting the worst, but landing remarkably softly and that exhilaration of a near death experience bringing you back to life. Thats what it feels like. Like a new start.
The new start has allowed me to divert from the wrong I've been doing, allowed me to gain back my dignity most of which I had lost during this past month. I lost myself in a blunder of feelings that we inappropriate and self harming to a selfish tyrant, whos moral poison could contaminate even the most virtous soul. To whom this may concern my apologies extend to you, for the hurt I've caused, under circumstances that were not conceived with harmful intentions but selfish thought. Quynh I am sorry.
Now onto pressing matters,
To Thien: I'm sorry I cannot return the love you have so dearly for me, for I have run out of the strength to love you fully anymore. Matter of fact, I still hate you for leaving when I needed you most, when there was no one else. The only reason why you can miss me is because you're choosing everyday not to be here. I don't want to have to wait for you to sort yourself out to realise I wasn't worth leaving. SO many have done the same as you, and I've unfortunately accepted back with open arms, but now I'm going to learn from you, as i always have, if you think i'm coming back. Don't hold your breath.
NORMAL POSTING WILL CONTINUE AFTER THIS SAD CASENESS :)