“life will be better in spring”
never planned the one day that I'd be loosing you
Wednesday, November 3, 2010 || 10:11 PM
It's settled as soon as this son of bitch (HSC) is done, I'm gonna climb on my roof and jump off. AHHAA JOKES, no I'm gonna go away, by myself, I'm gonna go far away, after I tell him about why I can't prolong my relations with him I'll be on the train to Bronte to get sand between my toes and have fucken lovely beach hair because I deserve this.
Because I dont want to be part of your life anymore, and I think its best if it were so. I can't do your tattoo, to have you remove it later, because it can't and shouldn't be a reminder of me, and of us. So I'm going to tell you why I can't do this anymore and leave. And hopefully when I come back, I can stop being stupid dumbass for you and move the fuck on.
Gonna take this baggage and fuck it off into the ocean. And bottle sunshine into a jar, to remind me of the time you meant shit to me :)
