“life will be better in spring”

April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 February 2011

Trust Me

and that is all I can really ask, I'm not a disheveled hopeless little girl, I can easily take care of myself.

I may appear out of the ordinary. But this is someone who's going through radical change mind you. very radical. I've sat down one day, and asked myself, if this was really who I am. who I want to be and what not and what if this exterior is just the build up from a lie. A lie I created long ago, so that I didn't have to face the reality.

Like this sounds pretty fake and gay, but we all do it to ourselves, whether subconsciously or consciously, we've created this alter ego and for me, well the past has caught up and I realised its very exhausting mentally and physically, to be someone my past shaped my present self to be.