“life will be better in spring”
Getting Somewhere
Saturday, April 10, 2010 || 6:08 PM
I'm finally getting somewhere with my art, god the feeling is good. ART-FAG-IZ-M :D. The feeling that i know what I'm going to do and is back in control with part of my life... holy shit :( its awesome. I sat down yesterday and said ENOUGH IS ENOUGH, okay not really, I was like if i don't get this shit done today or at least something I'm fucked for real, so planted my ass on my chair and squeezed the cells out of my brain until I had something, which just goes to show, persistence and emo-ness goes along way (yes emo-ness, it takes a lot of deep thinking to have something that will make people go, OOOOOHH i see what you did there :O )
But I've decided in those, "i promise myself to do" stuff but never really end up doing it, that I will start Chemistry on Monday.. and wrap my head around, in and out of that stuff, well not out cause that's counter productive D: so, I'm probably gonna go back to the state of the black abyss kinda thang soon; happiness is only short-lived :(
IM SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW, I CAN GO FUCK A COW :D . yeah no ... not really